I see how much you love me when you can go text girl, hug girl, touch girl and care for them and leave me all alone. I see how it's all my fault because I didn't tell you that I don't like you doing all those things for another girl. But isn't it common sense that all girls hate it? Of course I am okay with you talking and hanging out with girls, we are all girls. But do you really have to go to that extent? How many times have we quarreled because of girls? I am supposed to be the special one. What happened?

You are supposed to spend our first christmas with me, but you didn't. You spent it with another girl, just the two of you. I am supposed to be the only girl you hug, but I am not. I am supposed to be the only girl who will step into your room, but another girl did, late at night, when we quarreled. I am supposed to be your everything, the only girl you care for, but again, I am not. I was sick that day too. You didn't notice, you noticed them. Am I really important?

End up, it's all my fault. All my fault that I didn't tell you from the start when we were together that I didn't like you doing that. All my fault. I see.

J A N I S E U。