Why am I not one of the many pretty cute skinny looking girls :( So many pretty girls yet I am one of the few ugly ones............ 

Went on YouTube today and saw so many cute girls and I'm so envy of them!!! So depressed and feel so freaking inferior after looking at them... :( Desperately need to lose weight and make myself look better!!!! :( 

So I'm standing at 164cm and weighing 53KG. K shut up I know I'm fat MEHHHHHH.

Dieting and beautifying??? starts tomorrow! Leggo. I can do this!!!!