For granted
No use huh? No use caring and loving someone. I mean, what for? In the end, all our hard work will only be taken for granted. No one appreciates you and how much you do for them. No matter how much you give, just one small fucking mistake, you're gone. Why? Coz this is fucking life and I remember telling somebody that life is full of surprises, good and bad ones, whatever it is, we have to move on. But why is it so damn difficult when I'm the one in the situation? I give good advices, telling people what to do, comforting them. But what happens when it comes to myself? I'm just a fucking coward. I try to avoid things which I wished that it will not happen, I avoid and avoid, but so? Somethings can't be avoided. And those things are bad things. Yeah, move on. But how? How you fucking want me to forget all those things that we've done together? Fuck reality. Life just fucked us all, no?

J A N I S E U。