Society? A bitch.
What's secondary school? A place where you get judged, being insulted, heart-breaks, boyfriends, lies, have best-friends, hang out at the mall everyday, get into fights, conflicts, quarrels, gossip about that bitch everyone in your clique hates and end up struggling for your finals because you didn't bother to study at all and you think that it's cool.

What's worse? You get judged for practically everything you do. You get judged for being so skinny, so fat, so tall, so short and even being too pretty and ugly. You get judged because of your family background, your financial background and everything about you.

Why are we afraid of being judged? I mean, we're still young and we got to enjoy our youth. Drugs, sex, club, party, boyfriends, girlfriends, fightings, scoldings, smoke and getting high. What's wrong? Just do it. I mean, people have their own lives and why are the others judging them? And why are there still people being scare of being judged? It's your own motherfucking life.

Sluts, bitches, jerks, bastards, scoundrels, rascals. Whats new? We have to face these insults at least for once in our teenage years.

Heart breaks? Boyfriends? Girlfriends? Boys. We thought they are real, but they ain't. They ditched you once after they had fun. Or in a nastier way, they ditched you after they had sex with you. No, not exaggerating. Look. How many victims got fucked and throw? And, look at how the boys twist the story and make you sound like a complete slut who is desperate for something in her? They said, not all guys are bad. Show me, show me one who is true to girls. Show me one who doesn't go for looks. Show me one who is not desperate for sex. I used to think that there are still some true man out there, but reality proves me wrong and reality changed my thinking.

And how about your families, friends and teachers? They too judge you. BFF? It no longer stands for best friend forever. It has long became best fake friends. Gave up. I gave up trusting people. Because when I trust, it's either I lose them or I get betrayed. I'm afraid of trusting.

So who can I trust in a society like this? No one, but myself.

Society is ugly, society is a bitch

J A N I S E U。