Crush crushed
Friday, September 2, 2011 @ 10:53 PM |
So they came over to my house today for study date. And surprisingly, we did some homework.
But ya la, we enjoyed ourselves playing and having fun more than doing work. Like.. duh?
And colin literally get pawned by all my cousins and siblings. I lost counts on how many slaps he suffered from them. Well, serve him right for bullying me all the time. Karma's a bitch. ☺☺☺
Ivy and the guys left first while ye li and rei stayed back and we did some gossiping.
Tiong next for dinner and I swear ye ye has issues, can't stop laughing at her retarded yet cute actions.
As usual sat down somewhere and talk about life with our yogurt.
Talk about our most awkward, sad, happy, guilty, angry moments.
And know what, you're always the first that came into my mind for all the moments. Feel like I'm so stupid because I already know that nothing is going to work out of it and yet I'm still so stubborn like a bull and still wanting to fall into this fucking bottom-less pit. Ah, totally clueless of what I want. I hate ranting and complaining about how sad am I, but little did I know that I am the one that is making myself feeling that way. That little bravery is all I ever needed to bring myself out of this miserable feeling. But apparently, I am as coward as a chicken and I did nothing that is right and I did everything that I wasn't supposed to do. Ah, fuck this nonsense I'm typing right now. Fuck this feeling.
Feeling so selfish because I am always using him as a shield. Ah okay bye. Shall stop crapping before my bggs start questioning me tomorrow.
It will be great if I wake up one day to your very long message, telling me all the things that you wanted to say. It will be awesome if I walk home and find you at my crib. It will be the best if you..............
Ya yes I know, who am I to ask you for things?
Till I am back from my lalaland.