Life will be beautiful, once I'm dead. 

Went out to stardee with my girls and it wasn't really productive except for both my cheerleaders.

Wasn't a really pointless trip as we gained so much knowledge by gossiping.

Anyway.. it really scares me how people who are so close with you, betrays you.

It's like.. I trusted you, and you betrayed my trust.

Reality is so ugly. I just need perfections, perfect life, perfect friends. 

I hate being paranoid and thinking that everybody in the whole damn world hates me.

 But I can't help thinking that way. Thanks to all of you.

It really hurts me when I trusted someone so much and yet, it doesn't mean anything.

I've learnt, this 3 years in secondary school. I've learnt.

I've learnt what people meant by fake friends and betrayals. I've learnt not to trust people so much

I've learnt not to be close with anybody.I've learnt not to love

I have learnt, a lot. 

Everybody and everything just seems so fake.

Feels so happy & comfortable that I have jaslyn, rei and dawn with me.

it's like, only they care.