I want to find the one where i can be myself, i can say anything i want, i can laugh, i can smile, i can cry, i can scream, i can kiss, i can hug and i cant fight with and make up at the end of the night, and he will still be crazy about me. I want to find that guy when I pulled my hands out of my pocket and start combing my hair, he will grabs my hands and say "So what the fuck are you trying to fix right now, beautiful". I want someone who take cares of me like my brother, nag at me like my mother, discipline me like my father, cares for me like my sister, and love me for who am i.
Memories of us talking the whole night makes me smile, thinking that it will never happen again makes me frown. That's how big the impact you made on me, you never know that you're my everything. Even till the day, we broke up.
I love reading quotes, it makes me realize lots of things that I have missed in life. And it makes me wonders about life. It makes me go all emotional. Life is one beautiful thing, I have learnt to let go, today.
I have to learn to enjoy life, I have to learn to care about the feelings of those people surrounding me. I have to learn to know what is independent. I have to learn to move on. I have to learn to know that, there are still people around me, caring for me. And they are beautiful. They are simply awesome.
I have to thank you for making me who am I today. If it's not because of you, I will still be as childish as I was a few years back. And thank you for always putting up with me whenever I throw my tantrums, my emotional outburst. I know I am a real stubborn girl and you're a real good guy that can really put up with me, I never thought that anyone could be like you. :) |