A new beginning.
Monday, May 16, 2011 @ 5:18 PM |
My weekend was "awesome". Stayed at home for both Saturday and Sunday. Because, I was just pure lazy?? Had a complete break down when I saw those tweets. Never thought that this could also happen to me. I always have this mindset that only attention seeking, young small girls cry for boys and yadah yadah. But well, that was before I met you when I had that mindset.
Daily routine to school on a tired Monday. What is making it worse is that I am having a MATHEMATIC paper today? Like totally... But looking at the brighter side, it's the last day of exam.
Since exams are over now... I'm craving for my mahjong...liquor.. party... blah blah blah. But shit that feeling that I'm getting my results on Wednesday??
My mood is like a roller coaster, up and down every minute. Well, thanks to you. Again? Hah. This shit is killing me. Faking a smile, the best way to get through all this shits. After all, nothing will change and I still have to carry on smiling and pretend that nothing is affecting me and it's not killing me and my soul. I will grow up to be a good actress, eh?
Should stop blogging now before my blog post gets longer and longer all filled up with my complaints and rants. Yadah yadah.
And of course....
Baibai♥
#I don't really need someone to complete me. I only need someone to accept me completely.