Those little things that girls need..
( a really really very wordy post, be prepared)
Never got tired of buying things and getting myself indulge in shopping.
I just had a problem, I never have enough cash.
I need many many new clothings, many many new make-up and of course a new gadget.
I need plenty of new things. Okay, fine. A want.
Maybe they are not a necessity but I just need them.
My life seems so empty and colourless without having new things with me.
Oh and speaking of new things, it reminds me of a girl we used to be so close with.
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Maybe I have no right to speak cus I'm not really close to you compared to them, but we were classmates so I really don't want to see you to fall into a bottomless pit. Once you choose to continue falling, it will be tough to climb back up if you wake up from your dream one day in the near future. And do you really want a bunch of fake friends? Aren't you sick and tired of those fake laughter you try to force every time you are with them? Don't you remember how happy were you when you were in secondary 2 with your real friends? So, this is the kind of reality you want? This is the kind of friends you want? Friends that will distract you from studies, friends that will lead you astray and friends that will sow discord between you and your other classmates and friends? And friends that make everyone thinks that you're a bitch? Friends that build hatred between you and the others? So who do you think caused those underlines in your report book? Don't use family problems as an excuse. True friends will teach you and study and with you despite those problems you're facing. Fake friends just go out with you everyday, hanging out at the shopping malls doing nothing but just pure gossiping. Compare your results with S1 and S2. How much have you dropped? Look at your grades, if you continue this way, you'll retain. Ok, I know I'm not from 3E1 or even 3E2. I'm in the express class which is popularly known or claimed as the weakest academic class, but at least, I have changed. And I dare to tell everyone, I changed for the better. How about you? What had became of you? You're that girl who is commonly known as a slut, a flirt or a bitch that is a potential retainee? Come on la, wake up can. Sticking with hui yi isn't getting you anywhere. You can definitely do better. than this. Hui yi is a smart girl, after hanging out with you, she goes home and start revising. You can't. Because you are already distracted. You have no self-discipline, but she has. That's the difference between hui yi and you. I can say, slap and shout at you, but that ain't making any difference. Only you can make the difference. I don't really give a damn if you're going to tell everyone that are practically on your side that I'm no where better and that I'm a bitch yadah yadah. You can say all you want, we just wish for your best. And if you want to give up on yourself, tell us. We'll give up on you. And big nose girl, if you're reading this. I don't really care how much you hate me cus i definitely hate you more than you hate me. So either way, I win. /facepalm.
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Ok so anyway, went to bugis with dawn rei and jessika to get dawn's shoe and pretty leggings for tonight's dinner because the school wants us to wear long pants. Bus to Balestier. Tried out every single long pants and nothing is nice.
So bo bian and force myself to wear one of the pants. Looks like a total good girl after that and yeah. Like-a-angel.
Food wasn't really nice, or maybe wasn't really up to pizza hut's standard. Ordered additional side dish and smart dad left without getting his change. Finished Maths paper 1 revision paper and I feel so proud of myself now. 5 more Maths paper to go. Going to finish 2 tomorrow and continue with my literature. Another 2 on saturday and literature. And 1 on Sunday and finish my literature. Going to finish my chinese on Monday and also try finishing one of my physics paper.
Anyway, got back our report books today and results was kind of disappointing with having 3As in term 1 to only 1 A. 19 for L1R4 this term. ( Last term was 15 ). Got 35/113 for level position and 2nd for class though. ( So... our class standard must be kind of suck yeah? ) So is this a happy thing or sad thing? Hahaha. Maybe it can acts as a motivation for me to study eh? Going to really start studying during the June holiday to catch up with whatever I have missed in term 1 and 2.
It sucks to know that my classmates know so much but I don't. They seem to be able to answer all the questions the teacher asked and I don't even understand the question. 2 hours for studying every day during the holiday k.
Maintain ah janice maintain.
Should really stop playing a fool in school and give balestierian the I-am-an-ahlian impression because Im.not.
My face is born like this, I can't really do anything about it.
And I just can't stand bitches like she,she,you,she,her,that one, yeah her.
And, I'm not finding you trouble k. I'm just asking you questions, but seems like you don't really comprehend those questions and you tend to give me faces whenever I asked question. You need serious help, maybe you should go back to kindergarden or primary school whereby they will teach you that whenever there's a question mark behind a sentence, it's a question and you're supposed to answer it graciously, not rudely. Or maybe, you didn't really get me because I didn't really said that it's a question because you can't really see the question mark behind the sentence. So maybe I should ask this type of question in the future " Why are you such a bitch, question mark " rather than " why are you such a bitch?" right? And please I beg you my dear hui yi, stop bullying yuhan merely because you're jealous of her grades and stop saying that desyanti is weird because you look weirder with your big nostrils. Don't orh or k me and then on the other hand go to yu han and start to talk to her sarcasticly. And yes, i'm talking about khor hui yi. So if you've anything that you're not comfortable with or you are in doubt with, please feel free to approch me. I'll be glad to clear your doubt and answer your question graciously and truthfully.
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